I’m not thin.
I’m not a size 2 but I can yoga the shit out of you.
I’m not as strong but I’m not weak minded. I use my willpower to bend the move, keep still and silent.
It hurts like hell and I have anxiety every time I’m near a practice. I know it’s gonna hurt like when a mouse gets zapped by the entrapment.
My joints don’t want to hold, bend or stretch. They prefer to be brittle and motionless.
I make myself go so I can be free. My body, mind and soul can just let be. Just for an hour or so and maybe three times a week. I feel whole and not like some invisible diseased freak.
I shed a tear every time at the end because I know in a few hours the pain comes back again… It doesn’t keep me away for very long because I am stronger than most.
I am an invisible superwoman. Not to boast but to encourage others to find their invisible cloaks.
Keep fighting. You will find your way.